Im trying to stay awake
and I try to sleep
when im i cant do
anything else
than stay awake.

to focus.
It is pretty tempting to buy a pass for the filmfestival going on here right now. But I wont. It would be a bad idea. Im spending my days this week with reading about how a guy from the 17th century felt about the essence of man. about control. power. will.

back.
all of a sudden Im back in my old tracks. my days are filled with things and I have to keep a calender just not to lose control. or not to lose my fictionary control, perhaps.
Ive started working out. its nice. and it is a very good way to start the day. Ive started cooking properly. I feel sort of good, I think.

going?
im always planning the next step. and today I read up on educations in eastern europe. especially warsava. maybe I could do that.
or:
london.
iceland.
sweden.
denmark.
germany.

who knows?
not me.